Saturday, June 27, 2009
hello mood swings~I know not everyone here is following me on Twitter (or even have a Twitter account, lol), so this post will consist of my past Tweets for the week. Just mini-updates. About him. Because I don't want to tell the story again, and I don't want to think about everything again.
And... be the judge yourself. :)
Now he's a bully and he's bullying me. XD *totally giddy* 9:55 PM Jun 22nd from web
Can't reply to your tweets for a while, for some reason. Meanwhile, update: Drinking my almost-daily dose of endorphines. I need it badly.12:46 PM Jun 23rd from web
must not feel depressed must not feel depressed must not feel depressed must not feel depressed must not feel depressed must not feel bad.12:47 PM Jun 23rd from web
I can't say this to his face but I feel I need to say it so here goes: I'm sorry that I'm in a bad mood in your presence. I don't mean to.12:49 PM Jun 23rd from web
Note to self: must force my classmate to invite me to have lunch with them. I feel so sad of having to eat in the pantry all the time.12:38 PM Jun 24th from web
Question: It's normal to ask favors, such as accompanying, from a "friend" right? *evil grin* (And yes, that requires an answer. XD)12:42 PM Jun 24th from web
My mood swings are on a whole new level. I didn't even realize they were mood swings, and I kept blaming someone for my bad mood. XD 10:53 AM Jun 25th from web
Personal mission: Ask him for a favor. Here's hoping I don't get turned down. :P 10:31 PM Jun 25th from web
Okay, really, last tweet before bed: So not jealous of her. Envious, maybe. But NOT JEALOUS. :) 10:32 PM Jun 25th from web
CAN'T WAIT TO GET AWAY FROM THIS FREAKING HELL. /mood swings about 19 hours ago from web
Re: asking him a favor? I chickened out. He is busy. I'm mad at him. I have mood swings. We're not as close as I think we are. 5 reasons. about 19 hours ago from web
Morning world. Watching CNN, mainly to see the MJ tribute, but also to forget my blues for a while. I don't want to think about him now. about 1 hour ago from web
You are now reduced to being just my happy!crush again, finally. Won't try too hard anymore. /totally not depressed about 1 hour ago from web
So obviously, I've been in quite a bad mood. Again. I believe it has something to do with my PMS, as the last time I was in this terrible, terrible state, but you know, emotions are emotions. As much as I want to control it, sometimes I just can't. And it sucks.
For other work-related stuff, I've also been excessively slacking this week. And I've finally figured it out -- it's because of the new HR trainee (a regular employee actually) that will be replacing my boss when she goes into maternity leave. I understand that she's being trained, even with my own tasks, but yeah, it also means she's been doing what I'm supposed to. :P
The product of that? New fanfic. XD
It's like my Jun one, but this time with Sho, because he's the first POV/centric character I wrote upon entering the fandom. But since then, I've never written anything Sho-centric. Ironically, for some reason. I hope it's as cracky as the one before it, though.
So, who wants to read it? LOL.
I miss the fandom again. I haven't been updated with anything, and the only exposure I've had for the past few weeks is Arashi concerts and TQS2. I hear there's a new single? (See, I'm sooo behind.) And I've heard Nino will be on SCP. What else?
AH~ I'm beat. I still have a report to do for school. I might post the fic tomorrow. MIGHT. XD
I miss you lovelies. ♥
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Sunday, June 21, 2009
repeat meme just for the heck of itFor the past two weeks, I've had no decent internet connection, and my heavenly WiFi connection at home was temporarily restricted. Fine, no more excuses. XD I hope you're all okay, though. ♥
So anyway, it's my first week back at work, and I was always overtime. FOR THE ENTIRE WEEK, FIVE DAYS STRAIGHT. I kept going home at no earlier than 6PM. Not that I mind though, I have extra pay for that. ROFL. And highlight of the week: being told by my boss not to say sorry to employees too much. xD
But no, seriously, *my* highlight of the week: being given a 3-piece pack of Oreo on Nino's birthday. :D
5:30 PM. Her boss learned that she hadn't finished the priority work she'd been assigned to do earlier in the week (due to another priority work), so her boss told her, expecting her, to finish the work the next morning.
She decided to stay for an overtime -- a part of her actually was a bit guilty -- mainly just to continue working on that.
Her boss left at approximately 6:00PM. "Aren't you going to go home already?" she asked her shortly before leaving.
"Not yet, Ma'am," she replied.
"Okay then, I'll go ahead."
A co-worker asked minutes after, "Jessie, until what time are you?"
"I don't know, but I'll be super overtime," she replied, chuckling.
"S-Super overtime?!" the co-worker laughed as well. "Well then, I wouldn't be able to stay with you; I'll go ahead in a few minutes, okay?"
"Yeah, that's fine," she smiled. "I'm not really bummed out that I'll be doing overtime. I just really want to finish this. Might as well, right?"
The co-worker nodded, as she also left her desk. "Bye~"
"Take care!"
She glanced towards his cubicle. He was still there. He left his cubicle for a while, passing by hers, gesturing that he would be obviously overtime again, just like the night before.
She carried on with her work. At 6:20, she started to feel hungry. Since she figured she would be leaving soon anyway, she just couldn't bring herself to down at the canteen and eat there. Just in time, he was walking back to his cubicle, looking at her. She gestured something. He didn't understand what it meant.
She then mouthed, "I'm getting hungry."
It was more of a random comment more than anything else. She was inclined to do those even with her friends anyway.
He quickly entered his cubicle again, opening his backpack. She thought he would be already leaving.
"Hey, are you going home?" she asked him across cubicles.
He just shook his head and got something out of his bag. She thought it was his cellphone. He immediately went out of the cubicle, went towards hers and handed her an Oreo pack without saying a word.
She was surprised, definitely. "Eh?! Really?" He nodded at her before quickly coming back to his cubicle. "You're too kind, thank you!" was all she could utter back at him. Probably out of shyness, maybe even embarrassment.
Finally, at 7:15, she stood up from her chair and fixed her things. She said goodbye to the last person left in her department and passed by his cubicle. That gesture of his needed more than just one say of "Thanks", she figured.
"Bye~" she told him. "Thanks for the Oreo again!"
He chuckled, "Mm. Take care!"
Somehow she still couldn't believe that happened.
(I'm terribly sorry that I came to talk about him again. |D I'm just really a shallow person that this has made my entire week, lol. And just in case you were curious, I haven't eaten the Oreo yet, I felt too shy to eat it in front of him. *creeps back in her hole*)
On a more Nino!related news: A meme I've done before, but number 4 was missing (and I found it!!) so I'm posting it again. This time the complete version. :D
1. Do you like this person?
Well. 100% of my flist knows that I do, and of course, now my family is entirely aware of that too. R-Really. And having this as my cellphone wallpaper says a lot, doesn't it?
2. How do you call this person?
But seriously, most of the time I call him just Nino, and I think that's a bit weird. I don't have any affectionate terms for him unlike Jenny has for Sho, or Joanna has for Ohno. Hmm.
3. Which color do you associate with this person?
Yellow, obviously. Although sometimes blue, for some reason my mind is too twisted to think that way. But definitely the color of the sun, which ironically, he hates so much.
4. What do you like best about his/her look?
5. Looking at his/her character, what blood type do you think he/she have?
This is clearly an Asian thing, I noticed (Korea does this too right? Well maybe at least from the East), and although I belong in that region, I have no idea how this works. I believe he has blood type A? ...this doesn't matter right?
6. What do you want to tell that person?
Oh man, I've never thought about this. (Clearly I don't think I'd have enough sanity to actually speak to him in coherent sentences. And don't get me started with using Japanese. orz) But since this was already brought up... um. I think I'd end up praising him for his musical abilities, like writing and playing instruments, maybe even dancing. Because that's why I liked him in the first place, hehe. /fail
7. What do you want to do with this person: hug, kiss or shake hands?
I'm all for hugs, so definitely that. *melts in her seat just thinking about it* But kissing is not out of the question. Ohohoho~ :D
8. Pick five of your friends and pick one person for them.
Still not picking. XD Friends, please feel free to do it. LOL.
And rawr, I'll be going to Manila tomorrow instead. Woot! My Sunday will not be spent away from home. :D
I'll be seeing you lovelies. ♥
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Thursday, June 11, 2009
what i've been up toIt's been a while since I did "the updates" kind of post, so. Yes. XD
1.
An update about "What I Should Do on Neener Day": It's halfway through, I think. I've written about 1400+ words. I shall explain how I came up with that on the day itself, but I must warn you -- I might've written a novel on that one. LOL.
2.
Basically, I've been slacking around. This has been the longest 10 days of my entire life, ever for some weird reason. I've done nothing but sleep and eat and watch TV and text and talk to my friends online. I could blame medicines for the excessive sleeping though. Stupid cough. D:
3.
I AM NOT OVER ABOUT HOW HEECHUL LOOKS SO PRETTY AS A GIRL.
ENOUGH SAID. If that's what will take my eyes off of pretty!Eunhyuk as well, then. It says a lot, right? XD
4.
A
a. One of the perks of working at Nestle is free coffee/Milo XD. That particular Monday, there was like "HEY WORK ON THIS!" just as I signed on the time sheet at the reception, so I didn't have any time for breakfast. At approximately 9:30AM, I decided to get some Milo in our pantry. I knew he was in the pantry (and knowing me I could've purposely gone there anyway), so I waited for a bit, but it's just that... I was sooo hungry. Actually, there were so signs of him when I got there. Turned out, he just went to the bathroom for a while and came back to the pantry. |D The funny thing was I started rantingagainto him, and he was like, "Ah, why didn't you have breakfast? Is it because you already had work? :D?" ANYWAY. I noticed that he was only to get his drink on the table, while I was waiting for the vendo machine to finish filling my cup. Yet he waited for me to get my cup too before he started walking... with me. (It actually took me hours to realize that. I'M SLOW HAHA OTL.)
b. Remember the time I accompanied him + his friends to the arcade? (LOL, now I think of Nino. XD) Shortly before going home, one of his friends forgot his umbrella at the restaurant, so he decided to get it. The other two (there were the five of us) decided to go to the washroom. ...which left us two. Now, I had gone to the washroom before this -- when they were all playing like kids XD -- so I didn't need to. So, there. I actually asked him, "Don't you want to go [with them]?" (I was being nice! LOL.) He waved his hands, meaning "No." HERE'S THE FUNNY PART. I realized this yesterday. Like a week after everything. 8D I realized he might've stayed because I would be left alone, literally alone. Not that I wanted someone to stay with me -- I asked him after all -- but. I don't know. He's a gentleman? Maybe I'm just reading into things too much. Yay me then! 8D
AND DON'T GET ME STARTING ON THAT TEXT MESSAGE. orz
5. THIS
LOOKS A BIT LIKE THIS
6. It's that time again for my dad's amusing quips. >D
Me: *listening to Ichioku no Hoshi*
Dad: *stops* Is that a new song [of Arashi]?
Me: Not... really. I just became hooked on this song recently.
Dad: I thought it was a new one. ... That's got a nice melody.
Me: It does, doesn't it? :D
Dad: Yeah. I like it.
AND
Me: *watching Super Junior's live performance of It's You*
Dad: Who's that? Super Junior?
Me: Yeah.
Dad: That Korean band your cousin loves so much?
Me: *nods*
Dad: *watches* ... I'm still for Arashi.
ROFL I love my dad. ♥
And you too, my lovelies. :D ♥
S-Sorry this was long again. m(_ _)m I have to learn from my ichiban to write shorter entries
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Friday, June 05, 2009
i thought the word "weird" is applied only to me/sarcasm
Well, it's Friday, right? If you would look at the time of this entry -- it's approximately one in the afternoon. We all know I can't access LiveJournal at work, so what the hell am I doing here?
Surprise, guys: I'm having a self-quarantine at home. You see, last Wednesday afternoon, a female foreign exchange student at my university was confirmed of the infamous A(H1N1) influenza virus. (She was rumored to be Japanese, jsyk.) I clearly thought -- and I wasn't the only one in my class -- that the sudden suspension of classes in my university wouldn't affect our on-the-job trainings at our respective workplaces, since technically we don't go to school regularly recently.
What do you know? The next day, my blockmate and I were busy at our workstation, when a higher "boss" (I-I don't know exactly how to call him) asked, "Who's from La Salle here?"
And then it started. I knew the day would be weird -- the campus grounds were suddenly and unusually silent after all -- but not in this way. He then told us that he would be talking to the HR Recruitment to consider letting us have the so-called quarantine too.
It's understandable in a way -- most of us were in school last Friday -- but I felt it was kind of discriminating that they suspended ALL student trainees, those from our school. Besides, we all had work to do (or at least finish), and it's very unprofessional just to leave them all behind.
I happened to think that the ones who would be suspended were my classmates and I (there were other students that have different degrees from us) since we were there only last week. When the HR Recruitment Head said, "Where are the other students from La Salle?" And we were like, "So ALL of us?"
And they told us that it had been already decided. We were to go home at 12 noon that day, no questions asked. Even if our bosses tried to bargain that we'd extend for the day, it's non-negotiable, they said. None of us had any choice, simply put.
It was kind of amusing that we all had this, "What now?" faces, especially that it was really, really sudden. It's actually an "unexpected vacation" (as I'd like to call it) for everyone. We're supposed to go back to work -- cleared by the company clinic -- on June 15. So, yeah.
Basically we all decided to have a "bon voyage" kind of lunch at the nearest mall afterwards, lol. We called ourselves the "quarantined" peeps. XD
For me, it turned out in my favor though, especially that day. He and I, together with 3 other guys hanged out for a while, and they all played video games at the mall. I totally looked like a mom watching over those little boys, rofl. And well, it was fun, to say the least. :)
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Enough of that, I was supposed to do this first!
Photography meme!
Ask me to take pictures of any aspect of my life that you're interested in or curious about. It can be anything from my favourite shirt to my cell phone. Leave your requests as a comment to this entry, and I'll snap the pictures and post them as soon as I can.
CLICK HERE FOR THE REST OF THE ENTRY :D
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for my 300th post
A meme, I got from Kitsie-chan here in blogger. :D (Kitsie, I'm not going to complete this because I don't have many friends in blogger, lol.)
1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
Cheeks. Or neck. :P
2. How did you feel when you woke up this MORNING ?
W-Weird. 'Cause I dreamt about him again. I was like, "LOLZ WHUT."
3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo WITH ?
Wait. *thinks hard* Jenny? I'm not really a camera-whore so--WAITAFREAKINGMINUTE. IT'S WITH HIM. (Oh god why must this be torture. ;__;)
4. Would you consider yourself SPOILED ?
Yeah, I'll admit that. :D
5. Will you ever donate BLOOD ?
I'd like to, someday. :)
6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite SEX ?
Yes.
7. Do you want someone to be DEAD ?
"Dead" is really too much. XD I'm not really hateful to begin with. LOL.
8. What does your last text message SAY?
FINE. orz "Thanks! :) I've been slacking around. I still can't believe it's ten days. Glad you're good though. :)" (GOD PLEASE.)
9. What are you thinking about right NOW ?
How much I feel so stupid right now, feeling confused and all. :P
10. Do you want someone to be with you right NOW ?
JO-CHAAAAAN. ♥
11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
Shortly before 1AM. Still watched Jimmy Fallon, lol.
12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
I d-don't remember actually. ^^;; I've had this since 4th grade. XD
13. Is someone on your mind right NOW ?
Isn't it obvious? Grah.
14. Who was the last person who text YOU ?
HE DID OKAY. HE DID.
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I don't really know how to celebrate my 300th post, for real. XD I guess I'll leave it until next year's anniversary.
And YES, work has made me this way. LOL.
Will update soon though. ;D ♥
...
OR NOT. Here's a fic for your enjoyment. It's the least I could do. *l-lol*
[One Shot] Unexpected Satisfaction
Title: Unexpected Satisfaction
Characters/Pairing: Matsumiya, with a little bit of the Caster
Genre: Romance/fluff (as usual XD)
Rating: PG-13
Length: 1951 words
Summary: Jun is tasked to take home a drunk!Nino, and he doesn't know what he should be expecting.
Disclaimer: Do NOT own anything.
Author's Note: For Kitsie-chan, who
( “Hurry, MatsuJun, it’s an emergency!” )
Okay, for real, I'm off. XDv
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