Tuesday, October 27, 2009

thinking about a hiatus? no?


AibaJun ♥
I love you all like Aiba loves Junnie. ♥



I'm just lurking around here, because even if I wanted to check out what's going on with you guys, school is beating me to death, almost literally in that sense. D: Everyone in my class says how much they wanted this term to end, and that we're all "going to die" this term. Help me? D:

A-Aside from that, I just had to share this Nino!dream I had recently:

Nino was our groupmate in one of our classes, and we did this sort of creative presentation (which btw, happened in real life, i.e. we did rap — srsly). I was the first one to do the introduction, then when it was his turn, he was supposed to do an entertaining monologue. He looked like he was enjoying it, especially with the way he smiled and looked back at us every so often.

I don't really know remember what happened next, except that after classes, he was talking to my friend Jenny and offering her some bread he baked. LOL. He was really pleasant and sweet. The dream ended when I ate the bread without his permission xD.



And my sister comes back from the US on Sunday!! I missed that woman. ♥

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Monday, October 19, 2009

i hope you are paying attention...


It has been a long time
Since we have last talked
to each other
I wonder if you ever think
about me
As I do about you

It seems too silly to be serious
But could you blame me if I
found you too nice and
sweet?
Maybe you would,
And I would not care either way

Because maybe I do actually
miss you
As much as it is hard to admit
Would you believe me if I
told you that I liked you?

It has been a long time.

And I miss you.

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Sunday, October 18, 2009

ramblings and fandom


There's nothing to talk about other than Gantz, right? No? :(


- So I was supposed to have a tilt table test last Friday, and the worst thing I had to do was not to eat 5 hours prior to the test. Two hours after breakfast though, my parents told me that the test was cancelled (I was happy to learn that as I hate medical tests despite being a daughter of doctors D:) so I would not go to the hospital anymore. Well, I still did but in another location since my mom was having her medical tests done. Anyway, the conversation below took place at the said hospital.

Mom: (pertaining to me) What are you wearing?!
Dad: Shorts.
Me: Short shorts, mom. (It was politely said btw, lol)
Mom: Don't wear things like that. It's too short!
Dad: Why, what's wrong with it? Kids today wear that.
Mom: Reserve that at home, dear.
Dad: She's a teenager!
Mom: Teen? She'll be turning 20! (like... in a year XD)
Inner Me: All the more I'm okay to wear this, lol.
Dad: She can wear it, look at her legs!
Mom: *chuckles* We're in reverse. Shouldn't you be the one opposing this?
Dad: She looks pretty anyway.
Mom: But yes, really, I like your combination (top and bottom), dear.
Me: XD

But the real reason I wore that — as I usually don't — is because I know I can't wear it to school. XD So I grab every chance there is, when I can wear it. :P


- Why didn't I hear that there was already a teaser trailer for Nodame? D: All I can say is, Tamaki Hiroshi (Chiaki... *o*) and Ueno Juri still look the same, and I can only hope for the same balance between drama and crack and awesome music. I can't wait for its release in December! ♥ As if I have the chance to actually watch it in theaters


- Some of the people here in my flist have probably read about this, but. Nino has baby!Jun as his cellphone wallpaper?! I can't help but gush — Matsumiya isn't even my OTP (but definitely one of my ultimate favorites :P) — and constantly mention (to an extent that might annoy people XD) how adorable this member-ai is, despite, you know, Nino being snarky and Jun being DoS. I've always had a soft spot for these two, I tell you. *melts*
(And as much as I know Nino did that to tease Jun, remember how in Arashi, abuse = love? :D?)


- Okay, now I really have to admit this: I've sworn to stop reading more Gantz until... God knows when. It's seriously addicting, even if it has already posed threats to my usually dream-less nights. And since I started reading it, I have heard that the movie will have a different ending and will be more appropriate to general audience. The different ending has finally convinced me to stop reading, and the general audience part, well. Not that I'm against it, I just can't imagine it, since Gantz practically lives off of gore and blood. LOL, and isn't Kurono Kei a pervert? XD *shot*


- For the first time in a year, perhaps, I have tried to watch something live in KeyHole. And that was Mao's guesting in AnS last week, just out of mere curiosity (and to avoid downloading raws and waiting painstakingly for subs). I might want to try this week for VS Arashi, because hello, Shun and Hiro. 8D Ah, so many ikemen in one show... would anyone be able to handle it? XD



Oh and one last random fact: I have been doubting whether or not Nino can actually drive, because I haven't seen him do it (Aiba, Jun and Sho I have), and my prayers have been answered when I saw that preview for MMA (which apparently I haven't watched yet) after the 101st special. So guess you could say I'm oddly turned on with that one. *shot again*


G'night lovelies. I have hanging homework which I have to do tomorrow morning instead because my dad would not go to bed until I do, so. ♥♥♥

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Wednesday, October 14, 2009

hoping i would cheer up soon


Unfortunately, I am still not feeling too well (as Tweetpeeps [lol] might have noticed), and I still do not know how to deal with what I'm feeling. While it's true that Arashi raises my mood most of the time (and they did actually), when I'm not watching them anymore I go back to what I've felt before, so. idk.

Anyway, I don't want to ruin everyone else's moods, so I'll move on to my real agenda. :D

You know what?

I dreamt of the Ohmiya, snuggling, on a variety show. I can't remember everything exactly in my dream, but I do remember watching an Arashi variety show, which was not specified which show by my subconscious, lol. I think the other three, Jun, Sho and Aiba were entertaining their guests — maybe it was AnS-ish? — while the Ohmiya were sitting on a bleacher-type seats (the one we see during sports games?).

I even remember telling my friend in that dream, "Jenny! You should watch this! Ohmiya snuggling on national television!!" XD

The way their position was actually is the highlight of this post, I guess.


TADA!



(Have I told you that Sho and I are twin souls? :D?)

Well, to describe it, Nino's position might not be exactly like that, but I remember he had his legs around Ohno, whatever way that might be. He was whispering something to Ohno with his face shoved into Ohno's. So yes, it was on purpose that you couldn't see any of Nino's facial features aside from his left cheek. ROFL.

You know what's funny? I could clearly see that Nino was moving his mouth constantly, and Ohno couldn't stop laughing, even if he was trying so hard to suppress it. :D


LOL, sorry, it was not much worthy to waste your time like that. I just woke up this morning feeling the same thing as yesterday, and remembering this dream made me smile for the first time today. ^^;;


よし! I shall go to school in less than an hour. See you later! ♥

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Sunday, October 11, 2009

i'm supposed to be sleeping


Actually, I feel awkward that my mom's accompanying me in everything I do ever since Sunday happened. She told me, upon catching me preparing my midnight snack, "I can't leave you alone here in the kitchen."

Hey, I'm not complaining that my parents are very worried, but I feel awkward about it for some reason. :/

Moving on!

I.
So okay, for those who are curious, how was my birthday? I want to be honest in saying that, it felt like a normal day for me. Maybe I even felt a little gloomy. (Is there any less heavy word than that?) I don't know, maybe school had something to do with it — having to think about deadlines, quizzes and just so many things to do.

There was nothing that cheered me up more than being thankful for all the greetings I'd received, and for some reason, I still don't know why I felt that way.
...and I can't really expound on it further, you know, being not able to know in the first place and stuff.

I feel a lot better now though, I think.

II.
Fandom related? GANTZ. Three things that excite me about this (which probably are the same reasons as everyone else's):

1. Nino and Matsuyama Kenichi. (Did I mention that even though Death Note wasn't really the best adaptation of a manga, I totally loved L? ♥)
2. It's action/thriller/whatever weird genre this is, and well, I'd like to see how it turns out, considering how explicit the manga is. I'm curious how the filmmakers are going to make it "real".
3. Nino's character, Kurono Kei, is actually interesting. From what I've seen. He's a bastard and so indifferent and. Yeah.

Basically, I'm just really curious about this. As a result, I'm reading the manga now and I'm not ashamed to admit it. LOL. Hey, it's because I couldn't grasp the synopsis and I just had to know what the hell was the fuzz all about. I might watch the anime too, while I'm at it. I have two more years anyway! LOL. And how happy am I to have heard this news on my birthday? 8D

Brb, snrking on how Matsuyama's character is TOWERING over Nino's. XD

III.
My Girl!! I had hesitations over watching it live (via KeyHole) or waiting for the subbed version (as I've done with all the dramas except Maou). And well, maybe I had Aiba-chan's excitement/anticipation so I did the former. :DDD

Thoughts on episode 1? I don't claim I understood most of the dialogue, but. This drama has already made me cry, and I don't usually cry in dramas (HYD and RnK are exceptions, maybe). I was thinking I could be hormonal as usual D: or Aiba could just have that effect on me. I prefer the latter, actually.

Both of them are so cute and I just want to squish them and it's bittersweet. And Aiba looks more of a brother. But I digress. I bet this will be a lovely drama, and it's nice to see Aiba doing this. <333


And totally random: I saw my highschool crush (the one who purposely ignored me forever) in Church today. This is such a sarcastic!gift to me, lolol. And nice-guy-at-work probably didn't know it was my birthday. I wonder if he's already in a factory outside Manila. *sigh*


And for lolz sake:

BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOMA!! ♥
(I'm ashamed not to have created a banner like last year. :( I fail as a fan.)


Okay, that's it. I really need to sleep. (It's 2am.) My mom might kill me if she sees me still awake. Nighty loves! ♥

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Monday, October 05, 2009

because my dad is amusing as ever


Earlier today, my parents and I attended this charity event for missionary priests. At such a charity event pioneered by a famous priest, many celebrities arrived. Some of them even served as waiters and waitresses, as a part of the event's gimmick. One of them was our former President Estrada (a.k.a. Erap).

My dad, as usual, was showing off his camera taking pictures with his camera, and many visitors were taking pictures with the President. This was when our short, yet very amusing, conversation began.

Dad: Look over there. Do you want to have your picture taken with Erap?
Me: *shakes head*
Dad: You don't?
Dad:
Dad: What about MatsuJun?
Me: ??
Me: :P
Dad: Really? Then what about Nino?
Me:
Me: *giggles*
Dad: Haha! You can't refuse him, can you!
Me: *burns lip wound with hot soup* (...I'm such a DoM. LOL)


Note: That lip wound was because I passed out this morning, and my face hit the floor. It's my fault, so I'm not complaining. And I'm okay now, don't worry. :) I'm just a natural klutz, I guess.


P.S. My dad still cannot distinguish Aiba from Sho, after all the times I've told him who's who. He's like, "Isn't Sho the one who's afraid of the animals?" And I was like, "Huh? That's supposed to be heights..." He did recognize Sho once when he bought that Wink Up issue with Sho on the cover.

Oh dad, I wish you could tell them apart by now. xD

I'm just stalling/procrastinating right now, but I have like, 3 things to do for school. And it's 2 in the morning! *shot*

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Saturday, October 03, 2009

this is a mere, single gif post


Feeling the need to fangirl over this, ahaha. ^^;;

Because I just watched the first installment of the Mole Search (c/o Ohno and Nino) on D no Arashi, and then I noticed THIS:


REAL SUBTLE, OHNO. :D



Okay, that's it, actually. LOL.
Have I mentioned it's already October? :O


Happy Birthday Kevin Richardson and Greg Proops! w00t! ♥

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Friday, October 02, 2009

i always have weird dreams


Dreams. Yes, plural, because even if it's just one night (hey, isn't that a song? xD), I tend to have 2-3 dreams. Have I mentioned I always have weird dreams?


First part.
I think I was walking in a mall with my sister (maybe I am missing her...?), and we were hanging out with friends and cousins. I actually don't remember who exactly they were, lol. Then my sister saw Sho and Aiba walking together, and she asked who they were. Funny part? In real life, she apparently knows about them. Sho being her favorite, remember? xD

I said, "That's Sho and Aiba. They'll be with us for lunch!"

Anyway, lunch went on, and yes, I told her the truth, because Sakuraiba were eating at our table. LOL. :Db


Second part.
I never really wanted to tell about this... it's just that, it's so weird. (And by telling you, it might not come true EVER--*shot*)

Well, this one involves that guy who always bugs me about everything (read the P.S. part xD) accompanying me to school. No really. I remember talking to my classmates at school that I would be late, since I would be coming from a faraway land, and then he ~*appears*~, offering to help me with my luggage. He followed me everywhere I went (literally: my room, the elevator, school hallways), and apparently, I didn't care when he would flirt with/touch me. I mean, I knew I was freaked out (and so were my classmates and friends xD), but I let it pass because somehow, I knew he liked me. How arrogant is that, lmao.

He disappeared though when a crazy college upperclassman (or woman, if you want to be politically correct) started chasing us with a bat. xD


Sorry about that, I know it's not that even interesting. Sho and Aiba were only in it for two scenes! LOL.


O-OMG it's already October. :o

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I turn back time to relive each moment...
I turn back time to revive each emotion I've felt...
I turn back time to feel the happiness I have sensed some time in my life.

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