*Turning back time...with life's goodness.*

Sunday, July 02, 2006

i don't know what to make out of this.

ang babaw ko talaga.
kahit kailan.

i happen to lose my wallet last thursday. the weird thing about it is that i really don't know what happened: whether it was misplaced, dropped somewhere or stolen. it was the first time i lost a valuable, really.

that day, i was with sheilah when we decided to eat at the food palace (a.k.a. scubs/scooby, haha). i hadn't brought my wallet then because my cellphone was big enough in my pocket. she was then taunting me that someone might steal it (specifically s'ya raw). i then got my wallet, and we ate there.

we parted ways minutes after eating, and i came back for my bag, put my wallet inside, and left for the ride home. it was already nighttime when i checked my bag for my wallet, and it's already gone. :'(

i was on the verge of crying that night, after telling my mom and dad, but as usual, i was as optimistic as ever. hinding-hindi mawawala sa eksena talaga 'yang pagiging hopeful ko.

what really makes me gloomy is not the money (which was only 200 pesos), but its contents, particularly the tickets i have of the bloomfields. i know what you'll say: sila na naman...
seriously, those are one of the most memorable things i have. how about the pictures? most of them are print-outs lang, so nasa computer ko lang din yun. nanghihinayang talaga ako dun sa ticket ko nung may 31 sa bellevue, kasi may autograph ni pepe sa likod yun (mainly thanks to joycie). and fyi, his message contained one of my favorite expressions, incidentally.

nalulungkot talaga ako.

and because i'm the type who values every possession (i think i might have separation anxiety), it's very hard to let go. but i guess it's about learning how to.

besides, i believe that there's more to come, now that i've lost something. it's still a blessing in a way (ang optimistic ko talaga! kuh!). i'm actually thinking twice of finding it, kasi baka makita ko na 'yun. nlabo. hahaha. it might ruin my chance of thinking better things.

in short, that means: more encounters/memories for me! yay! hahaha. that goes for more gigs too. *quickly hides* i need free time though. haaay.

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I turn back time to relive each moment...
I turn back time to revive each emotion I've felt...
I turn back time to feel the happiness I have sensed some time in my life.

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