Thursday, July 06, 2006

i'm feeling it again...


wala lang.

i just came home from my 3-day retreat, and my cousin was right. it was fun. i've learned, discovered and knew so many things... it's indescribable actually. i never knew my classmates appreciate me more than i had expected. i feel so...accepted. but honestly, it just irritates me that most of them tell me off (for lack of a better term) for my silent/quiet nature.

i'd like to say that i find it hard to open up to someone and to trust someone, and i don't really know why. besides, it's the natural me. kasalanan ko ba na ibinigay sa 'kin ng Diyos ang mapaglarong isipan na hindi tumitigil kahit anong gawin ko?!
nagtatanong lang. madaldal din naman ako ah (as proven by this i-don't-know-what-relevance-to-the-world-this-has blog of mine).

wala lang.

anyway, that is not why i posted this new entry. i just recalled what some of my classmate had said to me when we had our heart-to-heart talk yesterday. three people, namely gold, joanne and riela (if ever you're reading this, HI! :P) told me that they wanted to go with me i whenever i decide to go to a gig again. i feel flattered in a way, considering we don't talk much (which i hope is no one's fault). i only have one band in mind though. and that's because i'm kinda desparate; i don't have much free time.

ayan tuloy, gusto ko na ulit pumunta ng gig nila. nakakainis. at kahit sabihin n'yo na matagal ko nang niluluhuran ang altar namin para lang d'un, mas desperado na ako ngayon. grabe na ang kalokahan ko. dadagdag pa na may mas malapit na silang regular gigs sa south. nakakainis talaga.

may pumasok na naman sa isipan ko.

what if i go right after the first quarterly exams in august? it'd be the most possible aside from my birthday, which, i believe, is still three months away?

haha, i wish.

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I turn back time to relive each moment...
I turn back time to revive each emotion I've felt...
I turn back time to feel the happiness I have sensed some time in my life.

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