*Turning back time...with life's goodness.*

Thursday, July 20, 2006

to be or not to be?

confused, that is.
and that is my question.

oh sure. one might say that this dilemma of mine is a really shallow one, as compared to those whose problems are about family, money, love life or even studies. ...but i guess this is important to me, because, generally, it makes my life feel more worthwhile.

i've been known in my class as the one who goes to those "happenings" anytime she wants and anywhere she wants.

nah, i refuse to believe that.

of course, i'm the one who does that the most because:

1. my parents always allow me to go.
i don't know exactly why...i have a lot of reasons in mind, actually. is it because i do well in school? nope, i always could've done better. is it because i'm such an obedient daughter? no, my mom often scolds me for not doing my errands right away. or is it because they understand me? could be, since being a music freak is one of their characteristics i've inherited from them. sa mga pa-concert-concert nga namin ko nakilala ang mga 'yun eh. totoo! makes sense, makes sense.

and
2. i've got lots of time for leisure.
i don't know the reason for this, again, but fortunately, i have time. school work doesn't seem to meddle with my precious freedom time. o baka naman dahil sa tamad lang talaga ako. *shrugs*

but there's one temporarily sad news. i can't go on july 28. no beatles tribute, no orange and lemons. oh man. it's hard to get people who'd come with me. i asked almost five, and no one was allowed to come. ...and now, i don't know what to say, really. (yes, i'm having the so-called writer's block right now.)

everyone who knows me very well would know what i'm about to add to this entry.

i have an idea, another plan.

yes, you read it right. i'm at it again. i may be optimistic, determined or even stubborn, i don't care, just as long as it will happen. besides, with all of these new acquaintances i've met (that are fans too), i'm definitely excited.

damn, all i need is time.

"I'm glad I met you" @ 8:22 PM |

"I know you're out there."

I turn back time to relive each moment...
I turn back time to revive each emotion I've felt...
I turn back time to feel the happiness I have sensed some time in my life.

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