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Friday, November 24, 2006

in love?

Two things have happened to me that, I think, need some attention by writing about it, and guess what they're about?

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I don't really know if I'd felt it the first place, but I think I'll never feel the same way again when it comes to him. Let me tell you how I knew that.

Him: Hi!
Me: [waves]
Him: Bakit ngayon ka lang?
Me: Eh may ginawa pa kami.
Him: Ano naman 'yun?
Me: Basta, tungkol sa play sa school.
Him: [scoffs, as if I was joking]
Me: [walks away]

Normally, I would entertain that scoff and tell him how cocky he'd be with that statement. But with all that has happened, whether he's involved or not, somehow that changed. I didn't even bother to answer him back, to give him a glaring look as part of our everyday greetings and jokes, to even tell him something.

Or maybe it was because I was really tired at the time, just like he said?

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And then there was this mystery guy whom I've been crushing on. Yes, that one whom I always think of to be my soul mate. Do the same name and the same birthday ring a bell?

Mind you, that person and the one mentioned above aren't the same person. Not at all. They could have had the same abilities, capabilities, and God forbid, the same cockiness and arrogance, but I'd choose Mr. Soul Mate rather than him any day.

The topic was put in the spotlight earlier, when JB, a classmate of mine, tried to get the papers that were kept inside my iPod case, just like he always does when he catches me writing something on a stray piece of paper. Since they were just two song lyrics, I refused to show him those, just like I always do when he butts into my business.

He always points out that everything I write about is love (which is only partly true) and is determined to know about it. Then, because Joanna was there also (and thank God Sheilah wasn't, or I'll be doomed), my dreaded conversation actually happened. And so they talked about "love", but only for a minute or so.

To be quite frank, I still don't think I'm in love. I mean, not this time. And I don't think I need to be in my position right now. I feel too happy and giddy to expect so much more.

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P.S. Happy Birthday, Mr. Brad Sherwood! =D

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