*Turning back time...with life's goodness.*

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

a year full of twists and turns

A very late post. But what the hell, right?

Ah, 2006. Probably the most complicated year I've ever been through. I've learned so many things, things that someday, I know, will help me get through the rest of my life.

The 2006 most controversial thing ever...
If you'd ask me a very simple question and plead me to tell you the truth, I'd say you ask about my so-called "love life", wouldn't you? Well, indeed I struggled to get the best (and get the hell out) of this mess I had made years ago. And also the one I made a year ago. Maybe for once I considered the rational thing to do and not what I FEEL was right. And guess what? I have succeeded. It's the best thing I've ever done to myself. So now, I have other things that keep me occupied, rather than thinking about them. Not worth it.
(Yes, and if you asked THAT, yup. Still him. Haha. =p)

The 2006 most beautiful moment ever...
I never thought that being a fan of The Bloomfields would ever give me so many friends. This year brought so many blessings to me, including friends like them. (You know who you are.)
And of course, new classmates bring about new relationships right? Even the old ones, they just got better. I thank the Lord for that new appreciation I've received.
Lastly, even if it had been the worst one of all, it helped me to learn new things about what I was capable of (which was a VERY bad thing), and to learn that worst moments like this are not really worth fighting about. I'm glad that I'd already settled that before the year ended.

The 2006 most outrageous behavior ever...
I. Just. Couldn't. Stop. Obsessions for this year were (and still are) everywhere: bands, music, gadgets, TV shows, even DVDs, they're just my way of escaping reality. Because reality sucks. Especially when it's out to get you. And you know what? 2006 has become a good year for me because of this obsessive behavior. (And now I would like to thank The Beatles, The Beach Boys, The Bloomfields, House, and Whose Line for making my life so worthwhile.)

And lastly...
The 2006 most important realization of all, EVER...
I have changed in 2006. I realized that although success in life can make you feel good, it's not happiness. It's an emotional fulfillment that you achieve through your relationship with others. And so I have a new dream, to fulfill emotionally my dreams, whatever they are. (*wink*)
Destructive criticism, a.k.a. what other people think, is a word that doesn't exist anymore in my vocabulary. I don't know whether I've gotten that from House or what, but I just don't care if they think ill of me. It doesn't make a hell of a difference if I take them seriously or not. I just...become who I am. I know I have really strange behavior for a teenager (or even a person), but that's the real me. And nobody can ever change that.

"I'm glad I met you" @ 12:14 PM |

"I know you're out there."

I turn back time to relive each moment...
I turn back time to revive each emotion I've felt...
I turn back time to feel the happiness I have sensed some time in my life.

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