*Turning back time...with life's goodness.*

Saturday, October 20, 2007

saying i expect too much is bull.

Having a title like that doesn't mean I'm mad. I'm just listening to some rock tunes here in my computer, that's why. Hahaha. Whatever, Jess. =P

When was the last time I talked about him?

I don't even remember, but what I remember is that he didn't get any positive remarks from me.

(And yes, I was speaking too soon. Even I'm not taking it all back, perhaps all I'm going to do is to change my outlook. Whatever you call that.)

Now, I'm going to talk about him again.

Although this time, I've confused myself of "expecting something" and "expecting nothing."

Which is the most true?

Earlier this week I convinced myself it was the latter.

Technically, that wasn't right.

While it's true that I don't care what he's going to do when we're in the same room at the same time, it wasn't true that I didn't want him to notice me at all.

That wasn't expecting nothing.

It was expecting something, but maybe it wasn't as much as I had before.

Besides, who would want to get frustrated/disappointed/bitter/hurt just because you hadn't liked what someone did, or worse, what someone DIDN'T do?

I certainly wouldn't. And I don't, not this time.

And you know what I get when I expect much less than the last time?

Secret. Haha. XD

(Just ask me and I'd tell you anyways.)

But you know, I'm not going to say anything conclusive, because we all don't know what will happen next.

(And because it has been my common fault all along.)

So, I'm just glad this week happened.

I'm happy that this has all happened to me.

^__^

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I turn back time to revive each emotion I've felt...
I turn back time to feel the happiness I have sensed some time in my life.

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Name: Jessie Age: 31
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