*Turning back time...with life's goodness.*

Monday, February 04, 2008

no one does it like you

It's been more than three months since we last talked. It's been more than ten months since we last saw each other. It's been too long since I last felt the urge of talking to you, laughing with you and just making memories all over again.

I didn't really want to remember all the things I've felt for you, especially now that we're miles apart, but people and events around me insist...too much. And now I'm having some kind of flashback, and these made me miss you again.

I've just realized why I consider you as my best friend. Although you're not always there for me literally, you've always been there when I needed someone to talk to, when I needed someone to hear me say "He didn't even care," and "I don't know what's wrong with me," and when I needed someone to make me feel special. I have to admit, I always loathed the fact that you never told me how important I was to you, that you never said how glad you were that I was your friend, that you never mentioned me as someone you cared about. But I was looking for the wrong things. I wanted you to tell the whole world that we were the best of friends and that no one would ever surpass the bond we had.

But it was never about what you told me and other people. It was about the little things you did for me.

I miss you because no one does things the way you do. No one greets me with his tongue out. No one tries to show off to me just because I'm there. No one entertains me anymore. No one gives me those knowing looks that tell me everything I already knew. No one dares to threaten me with his encyclopaedic knowledge of my love life. No one teases me and then later on regrets that he did. No one gives me great advice anymore.

All the memories you have given me, they are few, but they are so good that I can never forget about them, even now as I am writing about you. We have been through a lot, haven't we? But here we are, still the same old friends that started with a deep dark secret. Hahaha. I hope you still remember that.

Nevertheless, even though I already dismissed what I had felt for you, now I still believe that we are going to be friends as long as we both shall live, as cliched as it may sound. I hope to see you again soon, my friend.

And it's not because Valentine's Day is nearing that I had to post something like this. I really just miss you.

"I'm glad I met you" @ 10:44 PM |

"I know you're out there."

I turn back time to relive each moment...
I turn back time to revive each emotion I've felt...
I turn back time to feel the happiness I have sensed some time in my life.

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