Friday, March 06, 2009
fangirl stories that don't involve me
But first! I've finally done this meme, lol. From Jeffer! ♥
Comment to this post and I will give you 5 subjects/things I associate you with. Then post this in your journal and elaborate on the subjects given!1. What specific example of an event makes you blueHuh. As in 'sad' blue, right? I'm the type to forget all about things that have made me sad, but I guess if I were to elaborate, I'd say a particular relationship with a guy friend. Which started as puppy love (I've known him since we're 10 years old), have gone mature as we became good friends.
I've always had mixed feelings about him, like I keep doubting if we could go on just as friends, but luckily even when we reached high school we stayed that way. I've known about his love life (and trust me he was the ladies' man there, my god), and he has about mine. You could say that if there's someone I could trust with my life, I would consider him as one of the candidates.
But ever since we've gone to college, I've never seen him again. Sure, we've talked once--technically texted, sadly--but there was nothing more after that. I've always tried to contact him--online, IMs, texts, even other friends--nothing's working. I was even sad that he didn't even
reply when I invited him to my birthday last year. I honestly don't know what's happening.
So to speak, it makes me sad that we don't get to talk anymore, especially that even though I've been trying to, he's not responding to anything at all.
Ironically, I've always wondered how our relationship would become after we graduate from college. He once told me that he'd go to Hong Kong and work there. And I have other plans of my own as well. I guess, only time will tell, huh.
2. Break-upsI... honestly haven't gone through a break-up yet, the romantic kind. I have, however, gone through a 'break-up', but with a friend.
This only happened last year, and this was when I found a new interest, a new hobby: Arashi. You see, my buddies in college at the time were only two: Jenny and this one I shall not name. Jenny became interested in Arashi as well, but she didn't. Honestly, although I'm aware that my obsession with Arashi was NOT the reason for why we drifted apart, it became an instrument as to what would really happen to us eventually.
We started to drift apart, as I said, and I believe we talked it through for about three times. But still, it was truly inevitable. She finally told us, in the end, that "we weren't the friends she'd hoped to have". She actually thought that, for us to be best friends, we should be able to decipher her every thought and predict her every action.
I used to believe that you can make a relationship work out if you want it to. I still do. For me, there is no such thing as 'not meant to be' if only one of you is willing enough to either change oneself or accept the other as is. Relationship, whatever the circumstance, is always a two-way game. It's sad that I can never bring back the friendship I used to have with her, but I realized that I did not want to change, nor did she want to accept me for what I am, even though we both wanted the friendship to stay as it is.
If you're curious, we are still friends right now. :)
3. What you'd trade your computer forOh gosh. Why are you torturing me, Jeffer? LOL. This is the hardest thing to elaborate on, because basically, I cannot live without Hiro--he's my laptop. I honestly can live without internet perhaps, but not without my computer. It's one of my essentials for many reasons: (1) I love to write, and most of my writings are stored in here; (2) I love my TV shows, 'nuff said; (3) music is my lifeee~. All these can work with or without the internet, right?
But for instance, that I get to trade my computer, I'd choose plane tickets to Japan or to the States, provided that my living expenses there would also be covered. XD (Hey, that's how important my computer is to me. LOL.)
4. DiaryI've been keeping a diary for the longest time. Although I don't have an official diary that I write on every single day, I do keep track of my favorite moments and my favorite thoughts on various writing materials. I think I have 3 journals (including a planner) that I write on, and sometimes I type on my computer when I feel particularly lazy to write. As long as I get to "preserve the memories". :P
I'm also the type who doesn't want to forget anything that makes me happy, even if I would have regretted it happening years later. It's fun to know how much I've changed, how much I've matured, and how much I've learned from these past experiences. And it's certainly fun to know that I am the type who enjoys life as it goes along and who wants everything good to be cherished. :)
5. Remote controlsRandom, but good enough. LOL. Remote controls. Obviously, it's man's answer to the difficulty of standing up and changing the channel on the TV. ROFL. In our house, we have only two remote controls that functions on
three TVs, so actually, we do have wars of who has the remote control, because we've already solved the problem of wanting to watch different things on TV. LOL.
Also? I was in love with remote control cars when I was younger. [/random]
So. What this post's title actually means. As you've probably heard about, my cousin--Ate Iya (I'm mentioning her for the 1000th time in this journal XD)--went to Thailand a few weeks ago to the SM Town concert. So she saw DBSK, ShiNee, Super Junior and Girls Generation live. I think their position was near the stage and the ramp in the middle. :o
Little details of the top of my head:
* They celebrated ALL those who had their birthdays on February. Since my cousin's favorite is KyuHyun, he's all I could remember having his birthday on this month. LOL. Oh and DBSK's YunHo had a cake incident. As they were singing to him, he was about to blow the candle when someone (I forgot lol) pushed him on the cake. XD Later on, Leader Leeteuk licked the cake off of his face.
* According to her (and mind you she has high-standards XD), SiWon and DongHae are the hottest guys in person. *o* Ryewook is the cutest--in fact, her exact words were: "I want to put him in my pocket." XD
* They stayed in the same hotel. :O They encountered SuJu once coming out of the hotel, when upon leaving, they heard the fans scream so they went back. XD
* Actually, at the concert venue, cameras were prohibited. She said that even during the concert, guards would actually grab the camera and deposit it to leave outside. So she couldn't bring out hers. Her friends, though, are camera pros despite being prohibited. I saw a couple of their videos and I was amazed at how they did that. Clear videos!
* The concert lasted 5 hours, but she was disappointed to discover that her favorite performance (the one that made her go to Thailand in the first place XD) did not play there. I think that was a duet between KyuHyun and a girl whose name I don't remember. Sorry, lol.
* And she got sick afterwards, upon coming back here.
* Oh and this is especially for Avee: Heechul's kiss. XD
If I'm not mistaken, he did not kiss anyone from SuJu... or if he did it was SiWon. (Argh my memory is failing me ;o;) Anyway,
THIS was the first thing I asked her, and she said she had already expected this. Haha.
I think that's it. LOL. We only had more or less an hour to talk about that, so I don't know if I still missed something important. Oh well. I'm glad I could share that even though I was not present there, lol. ♥
I'm sleepy. .__.
G'night dearies! ♥ ♥ ♥
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