*Turning back time...with life's goodness.*

Saturday, June 27, 2009

hello mood swings~

I know not everyone here is following me on Twitter (or even have a Twitter account, lol), so this post will consist of my past Tweets for the week. Just mini-updates. About him. Because I don't want to tell the story again, and I don't want to think about everything again. ~~Talk about severe PMS/mood swings.~~

And... be the judge yourself. :)

~~Notice how it progressed into YAY I'M SO HAPPY to GRR LET ME STRANGLE YOU.~~

Now he's a bully and he's bullying me. XD *totally giddy* 9:55 PM Jun 22nd from web

Can't reply to your tweets for a while, for some reason. Meanwhile, update: Drinking my almost-daily dose of endorphines. I need it badly.12:46 PM Jun 23rd from web

must not feel depressed must not feel depressed must not feel depressed must not feel depressed must not feel depressed must not feel bad.12:47 PM Jun 23rd from web

I can't say this to his face but I feel I need to say it so here goes: I'm sorry that I'm in a bad mood in your presence. I don't mean to.12:49 PM Jun 23rd from web

Note to self: must force my classmate to invite me to have lunch with them. I feel so sad of having to eat in the pantry all the time.12:38 PM Jun 24th from web

Question: It's normal to ask favors, such as accompanying, from a "friend" right? *evil grin* (And yes, that requires an answer. XD)12:42 PM Jun 24th from web

My mood swings are on a whole new level. I didn't even realize they were mood swings, and I kept blaming someone for my bad mood. XD 10:53 AM Jun 25th from web

Personal mission: Ask him for a favor. Here's hoping I don't get turned down. :P 10:31 PM Jun 25th from web

Okay, really, last tweet before bed: So not jealous of her. Envious, maybe. But NOT JEALOUS. :) 10:32 PM Jun 25th from web

CAN'T WAIT TO GET AWAY FROM THIS FREAKING HELL. /mood swings about 19 hours ago from web

Re: asking him a favor? I chickened out. He is busy. I'm mad at him. I have mood swings. We're not as close as I think we are. 5 reasons. about 19 hours ago from web

Morning world. Watching CNN, mainly to see the MJ tribute, but also to forget my blues for a while. I don't want to think about him now. about 1 hour ago from web

You are now reduced to being just my happy!crush again, finally. Won't try too hard anymore. /totally not depressed about 1 hour ago from web

So obviously, I've been in quite a bad mood. Again. I believe it has something to do with my PMS, as the last time I was in this terrible, terrible state, but you know, emotions are emotions. As much as I want to control it, sometimes I just can't. And it sucks.

For other work-related stuff, I've also been excessively slacking this week. And I've finally figured it out -- it's because of the new HR trainee (a regular employee actually) that will be replacing my boss when she goes into maternity leave. I understand that she's being trained, even with my own tasks, but yeah, it also means she's been doing what I'm supposed to. :P

The product of that? New fanfic. XD

It's like my Jun one, but this time with Sho, because he's the first POV/centric character I wrote upon entering the fandom. But since then, I've never written anything Sho-centric. Ironically, for some reason. I hope it's as cracky as the one before it, though.

So, who wants to read it? LOL.

I miss the fandom again. I haven't been updated with anything, and the only exposure I've had for the past few weeks is Arashi concerts and TQS2. I hear there's a new single? (See, I'm sooo behind.) And I've heard Nino will be on SCP. What else?

AH~ I'm beat. I still have a report to do for school. I might post the fic tomorrow. MIGHT. XD

I miss you lovelies. ♥

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