*Turning back time...with life's goodness.*

Sunday, October 11, 2009

i'm supposed to be sleeping

Actually, I feel awkward that my mom's accompanying me in everything I do ever since Sunday happened. She told me, upon catching me preparing my midnight snack, "I can't leave you alone here in the kitchen."

Hey, I'm not complaining that my parents are very worried, but I feel awkward about it for some reason. :/

Moving on!

I.
So okay, for those who are curious, how was my birthday? I want to be honest in saying that, it felt like a normal day for me. Maybe I even felt a little gloomy. (Is there any less heavy word than that?) I don't know, maybe school had something to do with it — having to think about deadlines, quizzes and just so many things to do.

There was nothing that cheered me up more than being thankful for all the greetings I'd received, and for some reason, I still don't know why I felt that way.
...and I can't really expound on it further, you know, being not able to know in the first place and stuff.

I feel a lot better now though, I think.

II.
Fandom related? GANTZ. Three things that excite me about this (which probably are the same reasons as everyone else's):

1. Nino and Matsuyama Kenichi. (Did I mention that even though Death Note wasn't really the best adaptation of a manga, I totally loved L? ♥)
2. It's action/thriller/whatever weird genre this is, and well, I'd like to see how it turns out, considering how explicit the manga is. I'm curious how the filmmakers are going to make it "real".
3. Nino's character, Kurono Kei, is actually interesting. From what I've seen. He's a bastard and so indifferent and. Yeah.

Basically, I'm just really curious about this. As a result, I'm reading the manga now and I'm not ashamed to admit it. LOL. Hey, it's because I couldn't grasp the synopsis and I just had to know what the hell was the fuzz all about. I might watch the anime too, while I'm at it. I have two more years anyway! LOL. And how happy am I to have heard this news on my birthday? 8D

Brb, snrking on how Matsuyama's character is TOWERING over Nino's. XD

III.
My Girl!! I had hesitations over watching it live (via KeyHole) or waiting for the subbed version (as I've done with all the dramas except Maou). And well, maybe I had Aiba-chan's excitement/anticipation so I did the former. :DDD

Thoughts on episode 1? I don't claim I understood most of the dialogue, but. This drama has already made me cry, and I don't usually cry in dramas (HYD and RnK are exceptions, maybe). I was thinking I could be hormonal ~~as usual D:~~ or Aiba could just have that effect on me. I prefer the latter, actually.

Both of them are so cute and I just want to squish them and it's bittersweet. And Aiba looks more of a brother. But I digress. I bet this will be a lovely drama, and it's nice to see Aiba doing this. <333

And totally random: I saw my highschool crush (the one who purposely ignored me forever) in Church today. This is such a sarcastic!gift to me, lolol. And nice-guy-at-work probably didn't know it was my birthday. I wonder if he's already in a factory outside Manila. *sigh*

And for lolz sake:

BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOMA!! ♥
(I'm ashamed not to have created a banner like last year. :( I fail as a fan.)

Okay, that's it. I really need to sleep. (It's 2am.) My mom might kill me if she sees me still awake. Nighty loves! ♥

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I turn back time to relive each moment...
I turn back time to revive each emotion I've felt...
I turn back time to feel the happiness I have sensed some time in my life.

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