Sunday, September 27, 2020

two months later


(Shit, why does time fly so fast)

I know, I did mean to post about my second Galaxycon experience last August.

And I know, I still mean to post about RTX 2020 as well (aka RTX at Home!) but I don't have the brain capacity to do that now, and I certainly don't want to do it before I write about Galaxycon first.



But what I do want to write about is this:

This past week has been so rough on my poor little old fangirl heart. BECAUSE APPARENTLY TWO OF MY ULTS HAVE IT OUT FOR ME. 


1) Inocchi's going to have an onslaught of magazine covers soon. And somehow it was decided that he'd be fucking rude about it:




So fucking unfair. How does he exist???

And why does he exist just to attack me like this???


And then he attacks me emotionally like this. Singing my favorite line of his from any V6 song, ever. ;A; I can't handle this, either.


2) So like fine, I'm used to being attacked by Inocchi. That's not new, nor is it new that I'm being attacked by [redacted] on a daily basis too (I'm just less vocal about it on the internet, but oh boy, it happens constantly).

But something happened during my meet & greet with him (and Jack, let's not forget!) this week that made me want to bang my head on this very desk I'm sitting at right now.

[redacted] REMEMBERED ME.

He remembered my username. He remembered that I'd talked to him during Galaxycon.

I-I...

Honestly, until now I'm surprised I didn't combust right then and there. I managed to say, "Yeah, that's right" when he asked about talking with me during Galaxycon and I was able to move on to whatever I wanted to say to the both of them, rather smoothly I'd say, which is in itself kind of out of character for me. (Maybe the alcohol I had been drinking for hours prior helped, and I wouldn't be surprised if it did. I should do that more often.)

But afterwards? OH BOY. I was cursing up a storm, even days after (like right now).

Seriously, fuck this guy. He's making me like him more and more and I don't like it. :\ WHY DOES HE HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS?

[Side note: I was told by my friend Ashley that apparently, [redacted] tends to remember faces well but the fact that (1) he remembered me only after talking with him twice, and after meeting so many people in between, and (2) he was able to associate my username with my face because of the butterfly knife conversation is PRETTY DANG IMPRESSIVE.]

I just. I can't. How do I deal with this man? :(

Just today too, on his stream, I thanked him for the lovely talk and he still remembers ;A;

Like I've been telling myself, I've never hated someone like this. Maybe Inocchi.

[Full disclosure: I also don't love, I hate.]


So there. These were two pretty great weeks. Pretty fucking amazing, actually. I also managed to talk to Michael and Lindsay (not @ Michael saying my name MULTIPLE TIMES) as well as Trevor and Fredo (who apparently caught my Filipino accent??? Well, if anyone could it'd be him lbr), and Larry singled me out on his stream, telling me how much he appreciated me and my support ;A; but those are stories for another day.

Let me hate on my ults for a while lol.


"I'm glad I met you" @ 10:15 PM |






"I know you're out there."

I turn back time to relive each moment...
I turn back time to revive each emotion I've felt...
I turn back time to feel the happiness I have sensed some time in my life.

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