*Turning back time...with life's goodness.*

Friday, April 04, 2008

nice talking with you again

And for some freaking-I-don't-know-what reason, you seem to capture my heart every time.

Damn it.

(Damn it. [Yes, I'm saying it for the second time.] I should be careful for what I wish for. I MIGHT JUST GET IT. @_@)

Okay, I'll just erase that thought.

Let's just say I don't care what happens anymore, at least now I know I'm of SOME importance to you.

You parasitic ^&# %* & $@#$!.

Whew! That felt good.

But how hypocritical of me. XD

Just an hour ago I was jumping up and down (not literally of course) because we had our 2nd longest talk EVER.

More than an hour?

And I actually felt happy that you AGAIN told things more than just ONE reply of "Thanks," although you thanked me quite a lot today.

I couldn't help that I couldn't ignore you, could I?

Damn it (Strike 3).

This is why I fail at love.

Nevertheless, at least I didn't initiate.

I mean...I haven't anymore, since the time when I realized our so-called "closeness" was not true at all.

You asked me. You told me stories. You took notice of my pathetic life even for just once more.

Somehow I feel happy about that.

And I told you FINALLY what I'd been pondering about when one time you tried (and succeeded, unfortunately) to surprise me with your "undivided attention" towards me.

"Alam mo na yatang maaasahan ako sa ganyan e."

What did the &@$*@!%& bastard reply?

"Yup, thanks again. *~~fake~~ smiley face*"

Damn it ~~(OUT!)~~. YOU #^@(%&*% KNEW?!

I HATE THAT YOU DO THIS EVERY SINGLE FREAKING TIME.

AND I HATE THAT I HAVE TO GIVE IN EVERY TIME.

But...really, it was nice talking with you again. I hope I can do this again with you more often.

*SIGH*

Such a %#*@$!@$ hypocrite.

"I'm glad I met you" @ 12:38 AM |

"I know you're out there."

I turn back time to relive each moment...
I turn back time to revive each emotion I've felt...
I turn back time to feel the happiness I have sensed some time in my life.

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